About Sauda:

Have no meaning in life, Depressed anti-social, Trust issues, Toxic person, Lonely... For a second I thought you loved me, I guess I forgot..
Everything's been so messed up here lately
Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway
Hey
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good, life
That's what my therapist say
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
Nobody shows up unless I'm paying
Have a drink on me cheers to the failing
~bebe rexha

There's a war inside my head
Sometimes I wish that I was dead, I'm broken
So I call this therapist
And she said, "Girl, you can't be fixed, just take this."
I'm tired of trying to be normal
I'm always over-thinking
I'm driving myself crazy
So what if I'm crazy?
And I don't need your quick fix
I don't want your prescriptions
Just 'cause you say I'm crazy
So what if I'm crazy?
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
Loco, maniac, sick b, psychopath,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna show you,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
Mental out my brain, bad go insane,
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna show you
Yeah, I'm gonna show you.
~bebe Rexha