hii,, im switching accounts yet again. if you still wanna talk to me even after ive pretty much been dead on here, add me on viper. im actually gonna try to be active this time. <3

Hey please don't be dead thanks

tiny rant,,

Before I left, I knew a lot of people, or I was at least familiar with them. Many of them used to at least say 'hi' and have conversations with me/others. Now that I've been gone for quite a while, I come back to see many new faces. I go into rooms with people I was (or so I thought) beginning to be close to before I left without a single hello/hi/anything, as if they don't remember me. Only close friends dare say anything to me. Now, I'm probably just being a huge baby about this, but I get a bit anxious. They'll say everything when someone else comes in, but nothing when I do. I can't help but feel the slightly bit of anxiety. It's almost feels awkward. I understand that many people can be on another tab doing other things. It's just,, sometimes I enter a room and it feels like everyone can see me, knowing that I came in. It feels like they all stop talking, just waiting for me to leave. And when I do, they speak again. I don't know why I'm like this; I need to stop. I hate it and I feel like I'm being some edgy twelve year old about it. I'm sorry.

hAPPY NEW YEAR

flops on

Is it bad that I always get sad during this time of year?

hi im alive

speeeeeeecial frieeeeeeends

ayyy i saw the blue angels today !!!

iT WAS COOL AFFFFF
&
the ground was shaking ;)

pssst



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