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That_Bluu_Fluffbutt
Gender: Pangender Age: 21 Country: , Idaho Join Date: 18 Apr 2018, 2:33am (6 years ago) Last Seen: 18 Sep 2018, 3:22am (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Maya-Chan 5 years, 8 months ago
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Post This On The Walls Of 10 Of Your Best Friends,
If You Get 5 Back, You Have Great Friends.
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Post This On The Walls Of 10 Of Your Best Friends,
If You Get 5 Back, You Have Great Friends.
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StitchedTeddy 5 years, 9 months ago
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Post this on the walls of the 12 prettiest Wolves you know…
If you get back 5 you’re beautiful. ..
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Post this on the walls of the 12 prettiest Wolves you know…
If you get back 5 you’re beautiful. ..
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That_Bluu_Fluffbutt 5 years, 9 months ago
I'm scared for my life as well as my grandpa's
We just found out he's in the hospital today because he has a bad stomach, and they can't do any surgery because his heart is really bad, and could fail at any minute. I'm scared for life because I have gotten death threats but I have ignored them, but I have photosensitive light epilepsy that is self induced. Last year on Easter I had a minor seizure. I can't stop doing the epilepsy shit because it's very hard to keep my arm down. The light comes from the sun and only the sun. I hate it it makes me feel dizzy and sick every time it happens.
I can't control anything because I asked my mom to stop smoking but she won't I haven't told her that I'm scared for her and scared that I might lose my mother to bad lungs. She won't listen to me at all. I can't do anything anymore anyways.
I may seem happy all the time, but I guess I'm not. I can't even vent to people because of anxiety, but also because I get scared because right now I am crying and I can vent easily, but when I'm around people I have to be happy. Like a quote I found says "those who make others happy are always the loneliest. Like I love everyone and such and what everyone has done for me. I can't hold myself together anymore.
Also, last year my Great Pyrenees dog, Nelson got hit by a truck. He was the closest thing I actually had to a best friend. This person who hit him must be sick in the head if they were sick enough to hit MY dog. My friend told me that the guy saw Nelson standing in the road and he was going past my house, I guess he swerved and hit my dog. I hate whoever did that to my dog. This year we got another Great Pyrenees, his mother's name is Annabelle who is a purebred Great Pyrenees, we figured out that Annabelle is Nelson's sister, and that Teddy, or new dog, is his Nephew. I have some connection between Teddy and Nelson.
We just found out he's in the hospital today because he has a bad stomach, and they can't do any surgery because his heart is really bad, and could fail at any minute. I'm scared for life because I have gotten death threats but I have ignored them, but I have photosensitive light epilepsy that is self induced. Last year on Easter I had a minor seizure. I can't stop doing the epilepsy shit because it's very hard to keep my arm down. The light comes from the sun and only the sun. I hate it it makes me feel dizzy and sick every time it happens.
I can't control anything because I asked my mom to stop smoking but she won't I haven't told her that I'm scared for her and scared that I might lose my mother to bad lungs. She won't listen to me at all. I can't do anything anymore anyways.
I may seem happy all the time, but I guess I'm not. I can't even vent to people because of anxiety, but also because I get scared because right now I am crying and I can vent easily, but when I'm around people I have to be happy. Like a quote I found says "those who make others happy are always the loneliest. Like I love everyone and such and what everyone has done for me. I can't hold myself together anymore.
Also, last year my Great Pyrenees dog, Nelson got hit by a truck. He was the closest thing I actually had to a best friend. This person who hit him must be sick in the head if they were sick enough to hit MY dog. My friend told me that the guy saw Nelson standing in the road and he was going past my house, I guess he swerved and hit my dog. I hate whoever did that to my dog. This year we got another Great Pyrenees, his mother's name is Annabelle who is a purebred Great Pyrenees, we figured out that Annabelle is Nelson's sister, and that Teddy, or new dog, is his Nephew. I have some connection between Teddy and Nelson.
That_Bluu_Fluffbutt 5 years, 9 months ago Edited 5 years, 9 months ago
[10:04:04 PM] That_Bluu_Fluffbutt: I keep hurting the people I love the most
That_Bluu_Fluffbutt 5 years, 9 months ago
clearin my friends. hmu if you wanna stay.
I've been crying way too much lately
I've been crying way too much lately
That_Bluu_Fluffbutt 5 years, 9 months ago
I don't even know what's going on in life.
I'm lonely and broken as it seems.
Breaking people's hearts.
Shaking so hard I can't stop.
So, I see how it is.
Kept the secrt that I was Moonstepthewolf from someone and told them i was moon.
I don't know what to do to be the person people want me to be.
I'm lonely and broken as it seems.
Breaking people's hearts.
Shaking so hard I can't stop.
So, I see how it is.
Kept the secrt that I was Moonstepthewolf from someone and told them i was moon.
I don't know what to do to be the person people want me to be.
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