(My Sweetheart) - You don't even realize how much you mean to me, every single day that i am with you feels like i can do so much more, it feels as if i am in paradise, it feels as if i am walking into the perfect temperature day outside, it feels as if i can live my life fuller with such an amazing person right by my side. I will say it every single day, your the most beautiful, cute, adorable Baby there ever will be, your smile shines brighter than anything in this universe, it makes me feel so warm inside, and i can't ever not smile when you smile ;p. Every word you speak, every time you breathe, it makes my heart ache so much, because i can't be there with you right now. I will hold your hands someday, i will hold you in my arms, and cuddle you until the day is night, and i will be with you always, on your bad days, on your good days, I will always be there for you, and there is nothing that will stop me from loving you always. Every single day, every month, year, decade that we may be together, i promise you i will always be right by your side, and nothing will pull me away from you, its like your super glue, (and i'm literally anything that will stick to super glue) You have made me laugh so hard, you have made every smile and experience worth it, in the end, it will always be worth it with you. Its as if you get me, you understand me whenever i'm in a certain mood or time where i am sad or feeling someway,
I love you so much for that. (Rants about how cute you are) Your eyes, your hair, your smile, the way you talk, your voice, everything about you, its all fantastic, and one of a kind, i couldn't find any other person in the world just like you, your unique, and i am the happiest person in the world to have such an amazing person like you. I love you so much Sweetheart, and i always will.<3

Update as well.These last few months, have been so hard, they have been so emotional, everything seemed to be crumbling. And it ended up with something i never wanted to happen. I will be patient. I will be strong. I will keep myself well. I want you to be ok as well. Its hard, I know its hard, for the both of us, together I promise we will get through it, we will get through it all. Just know i'm never leaving you behind. i'm always by your side, your my everything, and you always will be. It just hurts me, it makes my stomach ache, it makes me so worried, scared. I would be lost without you, and I know this isn't the end, i'm better in knowing like that. I'm just afraid for you, I never want anything to happen to you. It hurts to even think about this but, someday I will be there, maybe not now, but someday, I promise. This will all end eventually. I promise i'll be there then as well. I will always love you.